worn out!

Last night I had 2 of my daycare kids spend the night. They are wonderful kids BUT the youngest cried ALL night long!! My newborn doesn't even do that!
I know I have to work to keep the lifestyle I am accustomed to but I am at the point right now where I wouldnt mind being on welfare,give up my daily trips to Target(yes,ME give up Target!) and just not work!!I just want a day with my own kids.I feel like I havnt got the chance to bond with Avery.I am always taking care of everyone else so I just pass her along to my mom.
My problem is I take on WAY to much!! I am now a mother of 3,running a 24 hr daycare,team mom for Drew's football team,on the parent committee at Bruno's pre-school ...my question is where do I fit in time for me??? Please ,if you are reading this don't think I don't know how blessed I am to be home with my kids.I am just having a moment! I know you always want what you don't have but a huge part of me thinks it would be easier if I just went to work 5 days a week.Ahh well so much for my blog time ..the freakin kids are all awake! Maybe next time I get a chance to sit at the computer I will be in a better mood.I need a good cry and a hot bath!

My Boys..ahhh!

I can tell you now I will probably have many blogs titled like this one.
Drew and Bruno really do love each other but boy do they fight! I had to run into 7 11 before football practice to grab Drew a water.I left the boys in the car and ran inside(doors locked)When I came back outside 3 minutes later,Drew was leaning back across the front seat screaming and Bruno was holding his nose crying. When I finally got an HONEST answer(Drew of course said he did nothing) Bruno then told me that Drew punched him in his nose. Drew fessed up and said,"Bruno told me I stink, so I punched him in his nose."Then Bruno chimes in and says,"Yeah,now I neber be able to mell again!"

The money shot

This is the untouched image,just wait till you see the one he photo-shopped! Thanks Brentwood Photography!!

shots!

Avery got her first set of immunizations today.I don't know why but I sobbed! I was fine when the boys got them..humm? Bobby showed up from work for support. Av was a trooper,she screamed and held her breathe then after Bobby picked her up she was fine. I am the idiot though that made her first professional pictures scheduled on the same day she gets her first shots! Poor Clinton(our photographer) had to work for his money...she would not smile at all,and cryed 80% of the time we were there. But he got a money shot of her!!!

135 here I come!

OK I have done it! I have made the decision to change my life,wish me luck!
I have joined a weight loss center,which I believe is step 1 to a new life. I invest so much energy into my home and my children, it's time for me to make time for myself.I know it's not going to be easy and it is way expensive but it's a wise investment!
Here is what Dr Lara has to say..

For those of you who continually battle with your weight , who live unfulfilled lives due to your weight,and for those who've lost all hope of a better future as a result of your weight...

I am here to tell you that the war with you weight is over, your days of despair are gone, and there is a brighter tomorrow and it can start today!

Join me as we embark on this life changing journey to regain your life. I believe in you. And I believe that together, our forces will lead you to the life you have dreamed of and the life you deserve.

~ Cesar A. Lara M.D.

I think I have a poblem!

I just went through Avery's closet and have a massive pile of clothes that already don't fit her at 8 weeks!
Sadly her closet is still jam packed with clothes!
My God it's fun having a girl!!!

I'm gonna kick some ass and take names!!!

That was Drew's response to me asking him about his football game tomorrow! He's a little excited about the game! hahahaha! Yes, he is 7! Maybe the guys should watch what they say about football in front of him!

St. Jeromes

So Bruno started preschool on Tuesday.He loves it! He is only going 2 days a week and asks to go everyday! When I picked him up on the first day he told me all the things he did that day,showed me the picture he made for me and told me he loves the drum school! I of course assumed they had a drum there that he liked so I asked him about it(the drum). He then tells me ,"No Mommy, My school is named St. Drums"!

8 weeks

The pictures speak for themselves!

Just for you!

Well Mrs.Maddex here you are, a new blog just for you!

I have this friend who is an amazing Mother,teacher,blogger and Watermelon shaped cookie maker(remember those,apparently I do!)

I promise

I will never be one of those mothers that put her kids to bed watching TV,who grabs fast food cause I am just to tired to cook,who takes her blessings in life for granted....Yeah,I said all of that before I was a mother.
It's so hard to be a good Mommy,I have found myself doing all the things I swore I would never do.I have created a routine that needs to be broken.
So I promise,I promise my children I will read them a story each night,we will sit together at dinner time(it may be in a McDonald's booth) and I will thank God daily for the 3 wonderful blessings he has sent to me!

It's Bloggin Time

Since I have so much extra time ,why not?? I have my nanny to take care of the kids,my maid to do the laundry and my chef to cook dinner.But what am I going to do when my mom leaves???