Friday, August 31, 2007
I know I have to work to keep the lifestyle I am accustomed to but I am at the point right now where I wouldnt mind being on welfare,give up my daily trips to Target(yes,ME give up Target!) and just not work!!I just want a day with my own kids.I feel like I havnt got the chance to bond with Avery.I am always taking care of everyone else so I just pass her along to my mom.
My problem is I take on WAY to much!! I am now a mother of 3,running a 24 hr daycare,team mom for Drew's football team,on the parent committee at Bruno's pre-school ...my question is where do I fit in time for me??? Please ,if you are reading this don't think I don't know how blessed I am to be home with my kids.I am just having a moment! I know you always want what you don't have but a huge part of me thinks it would be easier if I just went to work 5 days a week.Ahh well so much for my blog time ..the freakin kids are all awake! Maybe next time I get a chance to sit at the computer I will be in a better mood.I need a good cry and a hot bath!
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Drew and Bruno really do love each other but boy do they fight! I had to run into 7 11 before football practice to grab Drew a water.I left the boys in the car and ran inside(doors locked)When I came back outside 3 minutes later,Drew was leaning back across the front seat screaming and Bruno was holding his nose crying. When I finally got an HONEST answer(Drew of course said he did nothing) Bruno then told me that Drew punched him in his nose. Drew fessed up and said,"Bruno told me I stink, so I punched him in his nose."Then Bruno chimes in and says,"Yeah,now I neber be able to mell again!"
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Monday, August 27, 2007
Avery got her first set of immunizations today.I don't know why but I sobbed! I was fine when the boys got them..humm? Bobby showed up from work for support. Av was a trooper,she screamed and held her breathe then after Bobby picked her up she was fine. I am the idiot though that made her first professional pictures scheduled on the same day she gets her first shots! Poor Clinton(our photographer) had to work for his money...she would not smile at all,and cryed 80% of the time we were there. But he got a money shot of her!!!
I have joined a weight loss center,which I believe is step 1 to a new life. I invest so much energy into my home and my children, it's time for me to make time for myself.I know it's not going to be easy and it is way expensive but it's a wise investment!
Here is what Dr Lara has to say..
For those of you who continually battle with your weight , who live unfulfilled lives due to your weight,and for those who've lost all hope of a better future as a result of your weight...
I am here to tell you that the war with you weight is over, your days of despair are gone, and there is a brighter tomorrow and it can start today!
Join me as we embark on this life changing journey to regain your life. I believe in you. And I believe that together, our forces will lead you to the life you have dreamed of and the life you deserve.
~ Cesar A. Lara M.D.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Friday, August 24, 2007
Thursday, August 23, 2007
So Bruno started preschool on Tuesday.He loves it! He is only going 2 days a week and asks to go everyday! When I picked him up on the first day he told me all the things he did that day,showed me the picture he made for me and told me he loves the drum school! I of course assumed they had a drum there that he liked so I asked him about it(the drum). He then tells me ,"No Mommy, My school is named St. Drums"!
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
It's so hard to be a good Mommy,I have found myself doing all the things I swore I would never do.I have created a routine that needs to be broken.
So I promise,I promise my children I will read them a story each night,we will sit together at dinner time(it may be in a McDonald's booth) and I will thank God daily for the 3 wonderful blessings he has sent to me!